These are from several years ago. I have come so far since then.
Life On Earth
Life on earth seems so hopeless
I am sad and alone
Scared of the future here in this empty place
I’m so tired of it all
Endless days of endless work and endless sleepless nights
Can’t make the pain go away
No matter how hard I try
I give and others take
I love and others hurt
I get nothing in return
Just heartache
Trying to understand what I have done
To deserve this life
But I must play the cards I’ve been dealt
Day after day with no goals and no aim
I must trust that the Lord has a plan
And someday it will be fulfilled
And I will have a purpose
And people will respect me
Maybe even love me
And the pain will stop
And the heartache will fade
And everything will be great
I am wishing for that day
SOMEDAY
Someday things will get better
Someday all of the work will be done
Someday all of the bills will be paid
Someday everyone will have a home
Someday the sun will shine forever
Someday all people will be at peace
Someday love will never die
Someday no one will have to leave you
Someday broken hearts will heal
Someday I will have no regrets
Someday the tears will stop falling
Someday I will be happy
Someday my life will have meaning
Someday people will love me just the way I am
Someday my fears will subside
Someday music will never fade
Someday all of my dreams will come true
Someday I will be where I belong
Someday everything will be just the way we want it to be
This day that I speak of is one that I will look forward to for my entire life
It is the day that I will meet my Father in heaven